12 weeks 84 days to Go...

The face that we miss every beat of the heart
First week without Ayah

The first week of not having Ayah around was quite a challenge for us..Mummy had to put herself in Ayah's "pants" while still being herself..it was a devastating week, adaptin to new life without the MAN of the house around..

This affected Nuryn who kept on asking "when ayah coming home Mamma?", Sometime tears would streamed down her innocent face whenver she remembers him..oaah, it's just heart breaking to swallow..

Zeidan on the other hand is acting out..always picking on Nuryn n everyone he can lay his chubby hands on..apart from his notorious behaviour, He fell sick, with fever of almost 40 degrees for 2 nites, n vomitted whole day. Mummy had to rushed us all to the clinic and get urgent treatment. The next day, he was all better..Tanx to Aunti Faizah & Uncle Athai who were there to accompany us to the hospital and made prior arrangement with the doctor.

It was depressing for all of us to have to go through this without Ayah, but Mummy tried her best to pull everyone spirit and tried to enliven the house auro. Ayah trying to bite nuryn's hand from the screen, and she laughed her heart out!!

time-out from home..spend quality time at the book store, our favourite shop Icklebook..Mummy had to seize this opportunity after a check-up at the clinic, it really worn down the stress, especially for poor Zeidan.

Our first sungkai at the house helped to bring back the pleasant atmospehre we always have..there's Uwan & Aki (parent in-law),Ngah Ajis, Uda Keena, Moon, Faizah and Zayyan...sure was great to hve family and friends around, though it can't replace Ayah's absence. Tanx everybody ;.)

Goofin aroun wit Mummy

Don't PANIC , I didn't turn the kids upside down..there were crawling under me so i had to take the pictures this way..At least its their first laughter this week echoing in the house!!We continued by singing, jumping, dancing crazily with the help of Hi-5...

MUmmy's l'il helper

The looong week was almost over..We head down to Uwan's house..She was as usual busy in the 'cookie' room preparing Hari Raya biscuits for Ayah and plus tryin to meet her for Raya order..The familiar cooking aroma arouse the fasting spirit in the house, wish Ayah is here to share it with us..

Nuryn insisted to help out, coz she wants to made it especially for Ayah..what a great help she was. Taught her once, and she picked it instantly!!Must be passed fro Uwan's genes..hekhek.Zeidan persisted to help, bu No, No, its not gonna make any better..

we left him in despair, as u can see here..The new handNtwist techniqe that she adapted herself

Surely this is one special recipe added with; extra drooling, sneezing, and top of that LOVe..she was muttering repeatedly that "Ayah gotta love this Mamma" all the way.

I guess, we look for forward to send this yummy treats to you by this week..Bet Ayah will enjoy it as mush as we all enjoyed making it for him..Miss u every second of the way!!!